It would be a lie to say this is a man building a trading engine. It's a man rebuilding two systems at once — and the machine is the easier one. The engine got its rules by design; I have to train mine in, rep by rep, under load. This page tracks that build the way The Engine tracks the other one.
Emotional strength is trainable. Not by declaring a new self — I tried that for years — but by repetitions that retrain what a trigger feels like, until the trained response is the default under pressure. Regulated, not emotionless: the emotions stay, as data. Fear usually means size.
These are the repeated activities doing the actual work — the last seven days of each, and the lifetime count. Missed reps are shown missed; per the Charter, the bad weeks get the same font.
The engine work, the automation sessions with Claude, and the identity training — documented in progress on YouTube. Not a highlight reel: working sessions, including the ones that go sideways.